Trial And Error

You start with something trivial until its meaning evolves.
Then you try to start over again, trying to define the meaning.

Trying to be deep yet you ended up being senseless.

You lose your grip, you lose your touch.
Until you thought you lose the drive.

If it was a gift,
You wonder how easily it was taken away.

No one took it.
That is why, it's at loss.

I don't think I just say
And like sob slicing thru my heart,

It grows heavier
It digs deeper
But there was none
I wonder..

So you began to say
And yet you stopped
Such a fray, hey, such a fray

You knew how to play
this game.

You chose to lose,
The grip, the touch, the thought...


Senseless but all rushing thru,
Gushing out of the sobbed-sliced heart

Teary,
Something has started.

Then you suddenly stopped.